So tonight

Here I am sitting in my very own 1st apartment, on my bed watching Youtube. I am reminiscing about my Tween/teen/even 20 yr old obsession with the Jonas Brothers. Your mothers were obsessed with NKOTB, but me the Jo Bro’s were my living and breathing daily life. I wore out their songs for so many of my family members and friends. I would not give back a single day of those moments.

It’s kinda funny how here I am in this beautiful southern city living out my own dreams to work (but more like play for me) in the music industry. I am so inspired by other people who were able to accomplish their dreams. It give me faith that I can do it for myself. Maybe one day you will see my name of an author or co-writer of a #1 song. This is my dream and I will get there. I promise. 

I love Him.

I haven’t done this in a while but I’m watching romantic movies on youtube and I know I’m in love. I’m so head over heals in love for this man. I can really see what they portray in romantic movies in my own life. For those of you that follow me you are aware of everything that has to do with Connor. He crushed me but then I slowly came to know this man named Michael. He is incredible and I love learning new things about him every day. Michael is a god send after the heart wrenching year I had after Connor up and walked away with out a word. 

Michael and I will be at 9 months on March 9th. It is a mile stone for him and I. He has only dated up to 3 months and 6 months myself. Sure we have our trials but we are still standing. 

In a few short days I will possibly be getting to meet his family. I am so excited. Why you ask, have I not met them before? Well I’m from PA and his Family is from WA but now lives in Tulsa. He and I live in Nashville; rockin’ out in the music industry. :)  So we are going to head to Tulsa to see his folks and I can not be more thrilled. It’s like ajdjalkdjfadjfioaej of excitement. I’ve never been to Tulsa before to begin with so I’m pretty stoked. 

So yea, I love him. 

Whoever said you can not find a guy who is incredibly good looking but has no clue how cite because he’s too focused on other nerdy things. Whelp, they are wrong.